The first time I heard 'Make You Feel My Love' was the cover version by Kelly Clarkson in 2008 I think, it's only recently 13th June 2011, where I decided to listen to Adele's version, and my, did it send chills to my bones. I like the way she sings it, how she pines for another that will have feelings for her as well.
Well it's not like I can choose and have control over whomever I fall in love with. Things go out of hand, people fall in love with bad boys, instead of me; the good boy. The goody two-shoes who abide by the rules, or in informal malay, skema. Which also meant I used to hold on very strongly to morals, and heroic values, and was naive to think that everything is based on merit, which meant that I was sure someone would like me right? And how wrong I was. How devastated I was upon discovering that the world was twisted that true "Law & Order" did not exist. 'Bad boys', especially those who bear a gangsta demeanor or are the class clowns seem to be more attractive to members of the opposite sex, which befuddled me a huge deal. It made me realise that no one would be attracted to a nerd, a geek. Or a person, who ALWAYS sticks to moral high ground, and follows the rules all the time. I guess I tried to be 'cooler'. Whether it was successful or not remains a shrouded mystery.
Then there are those who wish to cut all ties and connections from you it seems, and choose to disappear from your life even when they consciously know that you harbour feelings for them.
On a completely unrelated note:
Lady Gaga's Judas is a song about forgiving your betrayer and yet falling in love with bad boys oer and over again. Nuff said, nay sayers who claim this song as 'blasphemous'. PUH-LEASE! I wouldn't mind listening to your opinion on the song/video, especially reasons why you dislike it.
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Monday, 13 June 2011
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
Marry The Night
Haven't been blogging as regularly as I should. the following will be random rants. Hmmm, well, here it goes... (not like anyone cares)
It's not like I want to give up on love, but it seems money (or lack there of) is becoming an obstacle when I go dating. How much do I need to spend to go for a single date. About RM15 goes to movie tickets, RM 20 goes to lunch and what not mistc. costs (transport) amounts to RM50 a date average. It's not tat I'm stingy, just at the he present moment and time, I do not own the capacity to spend so much per date. Does finding my true love have to be so pricey?
Which brings up an idea: BUDGET DATING! :P what if we had webcam dates? At least with that, then you won't have to be so pissed if the date went wrong and you save the cash used for dating!
Another thing is the time and emotions you pour into a date which may bloom to a relationship sometimes. Sometimes, the time and effort you invest just won't pay off, so why bother? If you don't give a sh*t, why da fark should I? If you are going to send only ONE text per day, you might as well not. IF mutual affection DOES exist, then you would reply me constantly, updating me about your day, or at least telling me new things about you I never knew before.
bukannya ape, it would be really nice if I find someone who doesn't mind declaring me as their 'man'
Or shall I just marry the night?
For the moonlit night will not betray me,
For all that is evil and creeps in the dark will be my wife,
And lustering stars will be the proof of my marriage,
As well as iridescent children
In the dark of the night, I ask myself, "must I write?"
It's not like I want to give up on love, but it seems money (or lack there of) is becoming an obstacle when I go dating. How much do I need to spend to go for a single date. About RM15 goes to movie tickets, RM 20 goes to lunch and what not mistc. costs (transport) amounts to RM50 a date average. It's not tat I'm stingy, just at the he present moment and time, I do not own the capacity to spend so much per date. Does finding my true love have to be so pricey?
Which brings up an idea: BUDGET DATING! :P what if we had webcam dates? At least with that, then you won't have to be so pissed if the date went wrong and you save the cash used for dating!
Another thing is the time and emotions you pour into a date which may bloom to a relationship sometimes. Sometimes, the time and effort you invest just won't pay off, so why bother? If you don't give a sh*t, why da fark should I? If you are going to send only ONE text per day, you might as well not. IF mutual affection DOES exist, then you would reply me constantly, updating me about your day, or at least telling me new things about you I never knew before.
bukannya ape, it would be really nice if I find someone who doesn't mind declaring me as their 'man'
Or shall I just marry the night?
For the moonlit night will not betray me,
For all that is evil and creeps in the dark will be my wife,
And lustering stars will be the proof of my marriage,
As well as iridescent children
In the dark of the night, I ask myself, "must I write?"
Wednesday, 21 July 2010
Attraction
Haven't posted in a while. The inspiration for this post was from the XxX article in the local Star Newspaper, and really got me thinking.
Attraction - E.M.O.T.I.O.N. (Part I)
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Attraction is funny in a way that it can cause us to like someone a LOT without even without knowing anything about the person at all. And this is what I think is a kin to if not synonymous to infatuation. Mutual infatuation would be the basis of a stable/proper relationship between two people. And as easily one can fall for a person, and sometimes it is just as easy to forget them.
Perhaps all this while I've always been infatuated by another person, who may not feel the same. Hence maybe I should take the advice of simply forgetting this person, if signs of evasion/avoidance/disinterest start to arise. Heck, shall I not love again?
"Infatuation" - Infatuation by Maroon 5
The critically acclaimed book by Rhonda Byrne, The Secret drew many forms of criticism, good and bad.
I'm sorry, to people whom I lied to, and claimed that I have read The Secret, where I haven't, only because I wanted to "fit in" and have a common topic to talk about. I do know the summary, regarding the Law of Attraction.
To me, the idea of sunshine 24/7 is rather idealistic. You can pray all you want, hope all you want, and work your ass of so much, yet, sometimes you do not achieve what you aimed for. Though persistence is the key to success, one thing that has GOT to go hand-in-hand, which is TALENT is guess.
Perseverance without talent, is like knocking your head against the wall in hopes of producing a hole in the wall, but instead, you end up with a whiplash injury without even reducing the mass of the wall by barely 0.1% yet. A silly example used by Fly.fm was also ridiculous, "chase your dreams, i.e. singing, even if you sing like a frog". This would refer to my head banging example. Therefore, please for the sake of good grace of God, persevere in something you have TALENT in.
Attraction - E.M.O.T.I.O.N. (Part I)
==========================
Attraction is funny in a way that it can cause us to like someone a LOT without even without knowing anything about the person at all. And this is what I think is a kin to if not synonymous to infatuation. Mutual infatuation would be the basis of a stable/proper relationship between two people. And as easily one can fall for a person, and sometimes it is just as easy to forget them.
Perhaps all this while I've always been infatuated by another person, who may not feel the same. Hence maybe I should take the advice of simply forgetting this person, if signs of evasion/avoidance/disinterest start to arise. Heck, shall I not love again?
"Infatuation" - Infatuation by Maroon 5
Attraction - Laws of Attraction (Part II)
==========================
The critically acclaimed book by Rhonda Byrne, The Secret drew many forms of criticism, good and bad.
I'm sorry, to people whom I lied to, and claimed that I have read The Secret, where I haven't, only because I wanted to "fit in" and have a common topic to talk about. I do know the summary, regarding the Law of Attraction.
To me, the idea of sunshine 24/7 is rather idealistic. You can pray all you want, hope all you want, and work your ass of so much, yet, sometimes you do not achieve what you aimed for. Though persistence is the key to success, one thing that has GOT to go hand-in-hand, which is TALENT is guess.
Perseverance without talent, is like knocking your head against the wall in hopes of producing a hole in the wall, but instead, you end up with a whiplash injury without even reducing the mass of the wall by barely 0.1% yet. A silly example used by Fly.fm was also ridiculous, "chase your dreams, i.e. singing, even if you sing like a frog". This would refer to my head banging example. Therefore, please for the sake of good grace of God, persevere in something you have TALENT in.
Tuesday, 7 July 2009
Random...
Had the sudden urge to blog? (looks at clock - 1.02am - crap, just a quick entry b4 sleeping)
It's like a month since my last update.. Was busy "adapting" to college (ok fine, thats a lousy excuse for "im such a lazy ARSE" so sue me =P)
Been in KDU college for a month, (including) that first week of orientation..
Adapting is no prob for me i guess, and braving through almost anything is one of my beliefs for those who know me long enough.. I mean, I could braved through KHS (Kajang High School) forest path at 3 a.m.. Yup, you heard rite, 3 a.m.. I had to go back from after visiting our St. John AC1 juniors' camp cuz the day after that i had to work (at 10am via walking FYI)
Well, frankly speaking, the forest has been associated with many many ghost stories, and ya, guess i ve got balls of steel/insane enough to make it through.. In one piece.. ;)
O, and the room in the student house im living in is MEANT to be a double room.. And another guy is s'pose to move in sometime soon.. But for now, I'm living alone (love me privacy much)
And i guess i should sign off now, b4 I accidentally allow myself to continue staying awake (ie facebooking and looking for tokusatsu downloads.. XD
It's like a month since my last update.. Was busy "adapting" to college (ok fine, thats a lousy excuse for "im such a lazy ARSE" so sue me =P)
Been in KDU college for a month, (including) that first week of orientation..
Adapting is no prob for me i guess, and braving through almost anything is one of my beliefs for those who know me long enough.. I mean, I could braved through KHS (Kajang High School) forest path at 3 a.m.. Yup, you heard rite, 3 a.m.. I had to go back from after visiting our St. John AC1 juniors' camp cuz the day after that i had to work (at 10am via walking FYI)
Well, frankly speaking, the forest has been associated with many many ghost stories, and ya, guess i ve got balls of steel/insane enough to make it through.. In one piece.. ;)
O, and the room in the student house im living in is MEANT to be a double room.. And another guy is s'pose to move in sometime soon.. But for now, I'm living alone (love me privacy much)
And i guess i should sign off now, b4 I accidentally allow myself to continue staying awake (ie facebooking and looking for tokusatsu downloads.. XD
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