I know its like its your birthday tomorrow, and for some reason I just stumbled upon your blog, and read the earliest post, which was like... a few months after we broke up? Due to certain circumstances, I could not access your blog at that time, and there was no internet connection at my home. It's almost 3 years now, and when I look back at that, I really feel stupid. I feel like a jackass 'cause I hurt you THAT much, if let's say I changed my mind, and took back all those words, would things be different now? Perhaps... and perhaps not.
For one, you're a lil high maintenance girl, and no way in Hell could I have given you luxury even if we we're still together. You would be deprived of a rather posh lifestyle, while (at that time) I could only materialistically give you so little. IF we were still together, I would feel bad that I can't fulfill that part of your needs, in addition to giving you the emotional part of me (i.e. love).
Least now, you've found someone who could somewhat fill in that aspect which I couldn't. But if in any case he breaks your heart, I'll punch 'em.
I wish you well, my 'baby', my first high-school love.
(Damn, I really need to move on. )
Maybe, I myself am not ready to immerse myself into a relationship, at that time at least, I guess.
Friday, 13 August 2010
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
The Back // The Face
The Back
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I look at her back, a strong woman going forward. I always listen to her, for her words are pure and convincing as though as its absolute. She leads the way and I'm to follow her. Admire her I do, love her maybe. For I know, love shall be unrequited, but I still need her guidance. Her heart is with another. For far to long, I look at her back.
(This is an excerpt written in the shoes of another man)
The Face
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Elaborating further on prima facie, which is in my opinion would be the physical face-to-face first impression one might give you. Another form of first impression would be by 'hear-say', i.e. I know this guy from debating, or I know this girl from the Cheerleadersor even a rather public figure for that matter. Other first impressions include by 'pictures', 'telephone voice', 'texting', etc.
To futher classify, would be by stimulus:
Sight - physically face-to-face, pictures
Hearing - telephone voice
Touch - accidental/intentional bumping
Post first impression:
Personality - Texting, etc
Under personality, loads of things can happen, and this is the one that normally ensues after first impression which gives us more insight on what the person is like.
Note that texting style is not the ultimate way to gauge a person (heck, sometimes, this is insignificant to the bones)
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I look at her back, a strong woman going forward. I always listen to her, for her words are pure and convincing as though as its absolute. She leads the way and I'm to follow her. Admire her I do, love her maybe. For I know, love shall be unrequited, but I still need her guidance. Her heart is with another. For far to long, I look at her back.
(This is an excerpt written in the shoes of another man)
The Face
======
Elaborating further on prima facie, which is in my opinion would be the physical face-to-face first impression one might give you. Another form of first impression would be by 'hear-say', i.e. I know this guy from debating, or I know this girl from the Cheerleadersor even a rather public figure for that matter. Other first impressions include by 'pictures', 'telephone voice', 'texting', etc.
To futher classify, would be by stimulus:
Sight - physically face-to-face, pictures
Hearing - telephone voice
Touch - accidental/intentional bumping
Post first impression:
Personality - Texting, etc
Under personality, loads of things can happen, and this is the one that normally ensues after first impression which gives us more insight on what the person is like.
Note that texting style is not the ultimate way to gauge a person (heck, sometimes, this is insignificant to the bones)
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